Silence..........................

This is something which i had written sometime ago...10th December to be precise...

Death.
The most certain truth of life....the utmost certainity...the harshest reality...and still the most shocking event of life...
Today I got to know that my friendz granpa...her dadu passd away...he left her forevr...n as she told this to me...as i read her scrap...i cud feel it...i cud feel how she wud hv felt...i felt my memories getting revived...the memories which remind me of the times when my Nanu...my Dadi...my Dadu...n thn my Nani...all of them passd away...time took them away from me...one by one...robbing me of one of the most priceless n irrecoverable treasures of my life...sme special ppl who loved me...cared for me...papmered me...took all th crap that i had to giv...n still loved me bak...selflessly...it causes so much pain to me when i think that i wasnt able to spend more time with them...the fast pace of life led me away from them...made it impossible for me to meet them more often...smethng which made me ignore them...smethng which i realise now...now that they are gone...i realise it now that they were always there for me...always cared for me...the joy in their eyes when they saw me...the way they stroked my hair softly...their tender loving touch...their firm n loving hug when i got scared in the night...oh God why did time have to take them away from me ?????????? Miss you Dadu...Dadi...Nanu...Nani...Miss You...
But i know that they are here for me...lookin over me...still caring for me...guiding me...protecting me...i feel it...n it has made me realise that we should always treasure our loved ones...because they might get angry...they might shout...but in the deepest corner of their hearts...its pure n selfless love...unconditional love...care for us...which drives them to do these actions...n thus im gonna try and make my parents and other lovd ones feel special...love them back...tell them that i treasure them...i might not be able to do it verbally...but this blog is a medium...i care for u...i Love you...Dad..Mom...Bro...and all othr lovd ones of mine...I love You...

And as tears threaten to spill outta my eyes...i try to cope with th emotions...the memories...i try to smile n fight back tears at the same time...i try to pay attention to work...i try to come to terms with the most firm truth of life...Death...with Silence...........................................

10.12.07

My First Blog

Well...Here I am...Finally...it has been a long wait...a long long one...i had wanted to start my own blog..have my own little space in the vast ocean called the "INTERNET"...to have a place where i could share my thoughts and maybe get some occasional feedbacks...i was very skeptical...about little things like the name of the blog...the things that i would write...should i write in proper english...or should i write in the english to text from our cell phones....about the fact that this outlet for my emotions...this space where i would communicate with myself would be accessible to anyone at the click of a button. But then today while reading a blog i felt so overwhelmed that i decided to do it at the very moment...So now lets c...how does this part of my life as a blogger turns out to be...!! Hoping that it would be just the way i have thought it to be...Cheers...!!